today...hmm depressing, thinking about how everybody is paired up and matched together leaving me all alone in the dark, wow depressing really lol.....its like the damn love bug has bitten everybody in the school except me!!!

Currently Playing I'm Not Okay (I Promise) By My Chemical Romance see related

::TODAY::

have you ever had deep feelings for someone, only afraid to show them to that person? i like this guy i've known him for about a year, he's really sweet and unique...today we (me and my mom) drove him home from school and for about 5 minutes of the time we locked eyes in the mirror then he gently winked at me, right when we got to where we would let him out and i got out i leaned over to give him a hug thinking to myself this is my chance to get a kiss from him he gave me a hug and said "lata ma" i went to give him a kiss but he backed away....i never felt so put down in my life. but he sure does know how to hook a girl becuz now he's got me wanting more and more

::NIGHT BEFORE LAST::

well me a talon talked on the phone tonight for a good while (about 2 1/2 hours) we got to know each other a whole lot better talking about how our ex's really hurt us, etc. i grew so much closer to him after that and ever since i cant stop thinking about him but i havent talked to him since then, he's pretty hard to get in touch with....

get back with details on both situations soon